Well the countdown has ended. Yesterday we drove our son Clay to Tampa and he didn't change his mind (we didn't think he would). He's off to Fort jackson South Carolina and now belongs to the United States Army! A day that I must say was both exciting and emotional. Jim, myself, Chris, Marissa, and Megan escorted him to the MainSail Hotel; said our goodbyes, shared some tears and bid him blessings. It's going to be a long ten weeks, but with God's grace we all will make it through.
I think the biggest thing for me is the unknown. Not knowing what he is doing and if he's okay, whether he's lonely and needs an ear, and the biggest what happens after 8 months?
Even though I know who is in control of Clay's life; the One who calls all the shots, it is still a difficult place to be as a mother. I suddenly have bigger fears, bigger worries, and yes, bigger prayers to pray! And I am thankful knowing that my God hears every cry.
I Peter 5:7 reads: Casting all your care upon Him for He cares for you.
Every care, every worry, every fear, when I place them in the Master's hand do not go unnoticed! He is the only One who can lift Clay up and keep him safe. My trust, my hope and my strength in in Christ alone. Without Him, I could't make it through this time in my life.
When your child goes off to college or moves out of the house, it's hard enough (We've experienced 3 already). But, when your child decides to serve his country, when he agrees to lay down his life in whatever capacity deemed fit, when he gives up everyday luxuries, physical relationships (for a while), and the pillow he's had for years, that's commendable. When your child believes this is where he has been called, the best thing to do is love and support him. Pray without ceasing, lifting him up to his Maker, because only He has the power to bring him home safely.
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